Thursday, February 23, 2012
A day where I get to decide what's going to happen.
Some days I wake up, and the only thing I want to do is curl in a ball with a good book or two, and an endless supply of chocolate.
Granted, neither of those fit into my current plans.
I hop a plane to Maui in about 37 days, give or take a few hours on either side.
Okay, I'm calm now, and I've got goals, people!
37 days may seem like a long time, or a short time depending on my current frame of mind. It's long because I haven't seen my best friend in far too long, but it's short because I've got a lot to do before I leave to bask (and quite probably burn) in the sand and sun of Hawaii.
Since the first day of 2012 I've had my eye focused on the prize.
What prize is that you ask?
No, no, it's not a lifetime supply of chocolate that my husband will feed me as I laze by the pool. Though, if you'd like you could send me a lifetime supply of the smooth, sweet goodness. Any chocolate shop owners out there?
I don't even have a pool, but I've got a whole lot of sand if anyone is interested. If you squint just right it might even look like a beach.
Anyway, the prize is physical and mental fitness. I'm tired of the continual feeling of exhaustion that has plagued me for the last year and a half. I'm tired of not being the healthiest me I can be. Which actually means I haven't really been eating chocolate.
I know, I know, hard to believe, right?
I read everything I can get my hands onto about how to lose that last inch around my waist I want gone. I've done amazing things for my body in the last few years. I dropped over 30 pounds all before the calling in of 2012.
It wasn't enough.
So I gave myself a personal challenge to do 90 days of yoga. Which I mentioned here. I'm still doing amazing with that. Sometimes I even do yoga twice a day. Because of this new routine I feel happier than I have been in a long time, and my core is so much stronger than it's ever been. Plus I can finally do correct push ups.
How awesome is that?
This morning, however, at the beginning of the new day, when the sky was barely pink and the power was still shut off (grrr to the power people and their more and more frequent 'scheduled outages') I decided I needed to do something more to bring my body to the best place it can be, both mentally and physically.
I decided to start running.
I hate running.
In fact I'd rather do just about anything instead of running.
Oh, you need me to clean your septic tank using nothing more than a mop and bucket? I'm on it!
I'm going to love running.
I want to be able to do things without gasping for breath. I want to firm up my glutes and tighten up the last little bit of skin on my stomach.
I want to shock the running shoes off the Marine.
Today was the first day of my 'couch to 5k' running program.
Not that I'm actually planning to run a 5k, but I'd like to be able to run three miles with the Marine. I'd like to enjoy running like so many other people seem to.
I want to be the best me I can be.
I want to continually improve my mind and body.
Yes, I want a lot of things, I admit that.
The big thing is, I'm willing to work for them and not expect them to just happen.
Hard work never hurt anyone.
In fact, the harder I work for something the better I feel when it all comes together.
I've got about three months until the Marine returns to me again. I think 90 days is a decent amount of time, right?
Wish me luck.
And maybe if I run I can start eating chocolate again. :)
Do you have fitness goals, or any goals you'd like to share? Is there something you hated to do, but you forced yourself to do it? I'd love to hear from you.
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
I love writing. Of course, if you've ever read this blog you already know this.
If you haven't, welcome. Please find a seat anywhere, make yourself comfy and enjoy a drink. It's open bar here, and for those of you not interested in alcohol there is a mighty nice cocoa bar over there in the corner.
See it? Yes, it is decorated in sparkly pink that even the Pink Ranger would be shocked by. Thanks for noticing.
When you're comfortable introduce yourself, or lurk for a while. We, and by we I mean I, will enjoy your company either way.
Anyway, today I took a trip to the local Barnes and Noble, a place I haven't been since I purchased my Kindle almost two years ago.
While there I stumbled upon a book of writing topics. Something targeted at teachers to give students ideas on what to journal about.
I was intrigued.
Why didn't they have this when I was in school? Or did they, and I was too busy being a teenager to notice, after all, boys were so dang interesting and distracting, right?
I flipped through it, and you know what, it has some pretty cool stuff in it. So, I bought it.
Yeah, I know.
I'm a nerd.
Good thing I'm okay with that. After all, I'm no longer a teenager, and I fully embrace all facets of myself.
I'm looking forward to writing about some of the 180 topics.
Do you embrace your inner nerd? I'd love to hear, or in this case read, about one of your nerd embracing moments.
If you need help or maybe some liquid courage, the bar is still open.
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
Someone should give me thirty lashes with a wet noodle.
If you're familiar with NCIS (the show, not the actual federal agency), you're familiar with the 'Gibbs Smack'. Let's just say, reality has been known to do that to me a lot recently. Between the Marine's absence, the Munchkin's unhappiness at said absence, the 'day job', and school things have been one hectic day after another.
Did I mention I gave myself a personal 90 day yoga challenge that began on January 1?
I haven't missed a single day, and I'm feeling amazing. I'm not sure it's going to be enough to get me completely swim suit ready before my trip to Maui in April, but I've got hope. I'm already noticing a difference and don't see myself quitting even once my 90 days are up. It's become an integral part of my life.
Anyway, lots of things have been taking up my time, and I've slacked.
It wasn't intentional, I swear.
I'll be better. I will.
Writing is my outlet, it makes me happy and it's my dream future. I'm going to succeed, and in order to do that, I can't forget my networking.
Even when it feels hopeless.
Which it does feel like. A lot.
Especially when I'm never sure I'm reaching my audience. Or anyone at all for that matter. Then sometimes an amazing thing happens, and I get an email from a reader telling me how much they enjoy my blog. I got one of those yesterday. I smiled all day afterwards. Thanks to you, dear reader.
As for writing, I'm half way finished with the first edit of my short story that is still unnamed. On deck is the editing of my YA novel, and the completion of the novel I'm currently working on. Not to mention about a million short story ideas that are sitting in my magick notebook waiting for their chance to be told.
What are you guys up to recently? Anything exciting in your life?
I'd love to hear from you.
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Don't people get married so they're NOT alone?
At least I knew going into my marriage this was the way it would be, and I don't hold it against the Marine. He's doing his job, defending our country--even those people who would rather spit in the face of our military than accept them as human beings.
I love my husband for that, and there's a reason why I'm not in the service. I'm not as understanding of society's flaws.
Good thing he loves me in spite of my flaws.
Today, while my husband is somewhere NOT with me, I will share my love with the Munchkin and the Niece, just like I do every day.
I hope whether you celebrate Valentine's Day or not, you're having an amazing day.
Kiss your loved ones, eat some chocolate, and remember that even if you're single--you're not alone.
What do you think about Valentine's Day? Important or contrived?
I'd love to hear from you.
Friday, February 3, 2012
I'm feeling jumbled today. Horribly jumbled in my head.
I've got a million things I need/want to do, and yet, I'm sitting here--for the most part--staring at the screen. There might have been drool involved a few times.
In the non-writing world--the day job world, the world where I'm also a mother of Wonder Woman proportions--I've got a ton on my plate. I've got to find out about all the legalities for the current venture I'm working on. I've got a ton of beautiful jewelry to make, photos to take, and like I said--legalities to learn and understand. Not to mention give as much time as possible to my little girl.
In the writing world I'm nose deep in editing a short, prepping to begin edits on a novel, and about half way through the current WIP novel.
I need to learn time management.
Something I used to be really good about.
Until the Marine left for deployment again.
This deployment seems much more difficult than any of the previous deployments. It could be that because for the second year in a row he's missing our anniversary (in two days), as well as all the milestones the Munchkin is making.
I'd really like to share them with him, without having to take a picture, video, or send an email.
I'd really like to sleep.
What do you do when you feel jumbled inside?