She Was Loved
Her laugh broke the
silence two breaths before she burst through the French doors of my studio. I
placed the oil pastels out of her reach, and cleared my mind of anything but
the spritely little girl vibrating with excitement in front of me.
"Daddy! Daddy!
Guess what?" Her blue eyes, so much like her mother's, sparkled from
beneath impossibly long golden lashes.
"You just won the
lottery and are going to take care of me for the rest of my life?" I
asked, tugging on one unruly flaxen curl that had escaped its pigtail.
She giggled again.
"No, Daddy. You're silly. I don't even know what the lottery is."
I tapped one forefinger
on the cleft of my chin. "Okay, you didn't win the lottery. That means you
must have gotten your driver's license."
"No, Daddy!"
Her giggle warmed my heart and filled the places so often empty.
I threw up my hands in
mock frustration. "I don't know then. What?"
"I saw
Momma."
My heart shattered like
crystal against stone. "Sweetheart--"
"Don't worry,
Daddy. I know she's an Angel watching over us." My little girl, a miniature
version of my late wife, wrapped her arms around my legs and squeezed.
"She's very beautiful, Daddy, and she wanted me to tell you it didn't
hurt, and she loves us very much."
Words wouldn't form so
I squatted down, wrapped my arms around what was left of my heart and pulled her
against my chest. I missed my wife every day, and cursed the drunk driver who'd
taken her from us, but because of the little girl in my arms, she'd never truly
be gone.
Maybe she was an Angel.
Maybe
just a memory.
All I knew was, she was loved.
©Copyright R.S. Emeline 2011 All Rights Reserved.
What a touching story. Sweet. Beautiful.
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ReplyDeleteSweet sweeet story off ove and pain. I could feel it as I read it.
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